ups, galau…

lagi ga ada kerjaan, buka-buka postingan jadul, ampunnnn, pernah ya saya segalau itu. tulisan-tulisan itu benar-benar mencerminkan seseorang yang lagi desperate banget sama kehidupannya.

jadi, kenapa sie saat itu saya galau, umm, kalau diingat-ingat ya pasti karena patah hati lah ya hehehe. tapi kok bisa patah hati? ya apa aja bisa terjadi kan di dunia ini, hehe. termasuk pertemuan dengan pacar yang sekarang. lho, kok jadi ngomongin pacar… ah sutralahhh

so, inti dari postingan ini apa? ya maksud saya, tak bolehlah kita berdesperate lama-lama. buka hati dan pikiran eh ketemu cowo cakep, lho eh# hehe. yang pasti masa lalu ada bukan untuk dikasihani tapi diberi ruang untuk jadi media belajar yang mumpuni.

welcome future…

 

#postingan ga jelas dari orang yang lagi ga jelas ups…

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Japanesse taste

sushi is the first japanesse food which i ever tried. there was an opening of painting in Ubud who served this food for dinner. i think it’s good enough. although inside is raw tuna fish.

then, when i had simposium in jakarta, we had hoka hoka bento (there is no hokben in bali yet that time). i think it similar with any fast food. the menu is chicken crispy with salad. the sauce is little bit different. it’s little bit sour.

i forget when the first Hokben built in Bali. my friend and i try the food. but i surprised because is’t too sweet like gudeg, hehehe.

couple weeks ago, my father and his friends take me to a ‘real’ japanesse restaurant which name is Take in Legian. it;s really nice there. the chef serve us well.

first the salad come. it’s fresh. i wait for next menu. yeap, miso soup. the taste ia quite strange but delicious. it’s good for flu i think hehe.

the show is coming. we will see how skillful chef serve the food. it’s realy amazing. he treat the knife, spoon, and the food like toys. i can describe it well. surely, it’s more like show than cooking.

we had salmon and red merlin fish, ‘tiger’ shrimp, mushroom, and seafood fries rice. the last is beef.

for the dessert, wow, it’s about cool and hot in one plate. yes, ice cream and banana ‘grill’…

truly, it’s the first time i eat any strange taste of japanesse quisine. it’s good actually….

Petikan Soneta II

Kasihku, berapa banyak jalan harus kutempuh untuk mendapatkan ciuman,
berapa kali aku tersesat kesepian sebelum menemukanmu!
Kereta kini melaju menembus hujan tanpa diriku.
Di Taltal musim semi belum kunjung tiba

 

Pablo neruda

Pain Inside Smile Outside

i call something missing on my heart

the creature which torture my mind deeply

this sacred confessions

we greet and forget

we blame each other we ignore the sorrow

oneday this pain like glow in dark, blink and cramping my head

one day i knew you say goodbye forever 

and i am alone, wept on the river of hopeless

you

when morning come, when bored so numb, your smile dried the frozen
my day so suck, i ask for luck, then you say i’m with you
i am angry for everything, include you, you hug me tight
i feel alone in this planet, you bring sun to the twilight